Re: so down over have a miscarriage

marika <[email protected]> wrote:
> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>> 
>> I Remember when my relatives would visit and sit under the shade in breezy
>> lawn chairs while my parents mowed and weeded and hacked?
>> Physical work is nice, some help is nicer.
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> I feel guilty for wearing socks
> 
> Had i gone out my ordinary time,,,without putting them on, the hawk
> wouldn’t have got to mynhen
> 

I remember when the older hen who we called Terrorist was all alone for 4
months, every day locked in the pen because Ma refused to let her out until
the fence was built. She became fairly unpleasant during that time. Bored,
lonely, brain damage...  I’m not sure which, but she became kind of weird
and not fun to be around anymore.
Then when we got the two baby hens, she became even more intolerable and
pushy.

I wish I had thought to put dog silhouette decoys in the yard. They deter
birds of prey. I see them on the way to work, in fields where farmers have
lambs and chickens and duck,  I wish I had thought to get some. I feel
really guilty for not thinking of it.