Re: want to die

On Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 1:34:37 PM UTC-5, hopetodie wrote:
> On Monday, June 14, 2021 at 2:11:38 PM UTC-4, DetachedDreamer97 wrote:=20
> > On Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 3:32:45 PM UTC-5, hopetodie wrote:=20
> > > On Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 5:00:30 AM UTC-4, DetachedDreamer97 wrote:=
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> > > > On Sunday, May 2, 2021 at 3:15:12 PM UTC-5, hopetodie wrote:=20
> > > > > On Saturday, May 1, 2021 at 3:00:22 PM UTC-4, [email protected]=
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> > > > > > On Tuesday, April 27, 2021 at 2:41:45 PM UTC-4, hopetodie wrote=
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> > > > > > > how can I make my heart stop so I can die I need to end my li=
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> > > > > > I don't really have an answer. I know there are certain drugs t=
hat will cause cardiac arrest fairly quickly. I do know that hanging is slo=
w. When I was 19, I was hanged for almost four minutes. Lost consciousness =
fairly quickly, in about ten seconds, and when I was cut down, I was so clo=
se to neurological damage, and they had a rough time reviving me. My head w=
ould have died had I been left hanged for another minute, and it would have=
 taken 15- to as long as 30-minutes for my heart to stop.=20
> > > > I know of a way. Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. Of course, you h=
ave to do it right in order to make it relatively peaceful. This is especia=
lly the case with the latter.=20
> > > whats Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. how do i get it so i can end =
my life do you have more info=20
> > They=E2=80=99re two of the poisonous plant species with toxins known to=
 stop the heart. Cerberin however is more powerful, but it=E2=80=99s not pl=
easant. You need to take it with something to minimize, if not eliminate th=
e GI symptoms, which that would be scopolamine. If course, you need that fo=
r both, but when it comes to cardiac glycosides, those symptoms are most li=
kely vagal.=20
> >=20
> > For yews, you could probably get by with just making a smoothie, but fo=
r best results, it=E2=80=99s best to consume it as an alcoholic extract. Wh=
ich with that, you need to get rid of the volatile oils and ephedrine; they=
 impede the taxine. All compounds are soluble in alcohol, but where it diff=
ers is that taxine doesn=E2=80=99t dissolve in water, but ephedrine does, e=
specially when it=E2=80=99s at a simmering temperature, oils are water inso=
luble, but they are volatile and may be removed with the water simmering. T=
hat said, I=E2=80=99d say petroleum either/heptane would also be efficient.=
 Scopolamine is also the only antiemetic to work with the poison. Alternati=
vely, you could use datura inoxia seeds as they contain scopolamine. 10-20 =
seeds is optimal.=20
> >=20
> > One more thing before I leave you with those links, to ensure success, =
you need to go overkill. While they say for yews is 50-100 grams, do at lea=
st 2 grams/kg. And make sure to take at least 2-3 seeds for cerbeea odollam=
 despite it saying the lethal dose is one seed.=20
> > Yew: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taxus_baccata=20
> > Cerbera Odollam: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cerbera_odollam=20
> >=20
> > As for where they=E2=80=99re found; taxine can be found in graveyards, =
parks, the wild, or online if no shrub is available.=20
> > Cerbera odollam is on eBay.
> hoping I can fiend some to I can take it and end my life I ned to die sic=
k of living need to end it
If I may, I wonder if you've heard of a forum known as sanctioned-suicide.o=
rg? It's more active than this place, and allows for the discussion of meth=
ods, so long as you have your eyes on the method you choose.