Re: Postings

That's why I'm here.  I found this and other suicide groups because, for qu=
ite a while now, I've been dealing with suicidal desires.  And yes, I am in=
 counselling!  I think what I'm looking for, as I read through all the thou=
ghts people have posted, is the encouragement to come to terms with my desi=
res and accept the inevitable that it's truly time for me to make the commi=
tment to kill myself.  After all, death is inevitable, so why not end my li=
fe when I want to the way I want to.  =20
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On Monday, August 5, 2019 at 7:39:38 AM UTC-4, Queer wrote:
> I agree with everything you said. The desire to kill myself is MY choice!=
 I have made up my mind that now is the time to end my life. I'm at an age =
where I've seen enough and don't care to see any more. I've attempted suici=
de several times in my life, all by hanging, though only two resulted in ho=
spitalization. My third attempt resulted in a six-month stay in a psych war=
d when I was only 19-years-old. My sixth attempt when I was 29-years-old la=
nded me in the hospital for almost four years! I was even declared dead whe=
n they cut the rope to lower me down from the beam I hanged from. I have tr=
ied four times since then! The beauty is that, now, I'm suffering from the =
onset of osteoporosis in my neck. My neck is weakening! There is an excelle=
nt possibility that, this time when I hang myself, my neck will break. I'm =
anticipating it! Then I will be dead, and at peace!
> On Sunday, April 8, 2018 at 7:18:27 AM UTC-4, I wan to die wrote:=20
> > I see this group is being infested with advertising for suicide drugs. =
This is what killed the group, talk.euthanasia.=20
> >=20
> > Isn't there anyone who wishes to discuss suicide any more? After all, i=
t's reasonable and legitimate choice for a person to want to kill themselve=
s. I myself tried to hang myself, the last time just a few months ago on Ne=
w Year's Eve. Suicide is a personal choice for me. I decide how I want my l=
ife to end (by hanging) and when.