Re: Belief crisis

On Apr 17, 2024, David Dalton wrote
(in article<[email protected]>):

> As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
> years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
> attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
>
> In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
> of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
> and my most important collaborator.
>
> In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
> but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
>
> I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
> by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
> divination, so I range through possible answers in
> my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
> correct one.
>
> But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
> any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
> been going through the motions, and soon I will have
> to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
> and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
> just do what I can on my own.

As I am reporting on alt.religion.druid, I am trying
again with Sola the sun as chair/moderator, though
Galacta will still help out with the sudden evolution.
I guess this renders me even more pagan.

But note that the phase of the moon now is the same
phase as Yom Kippur (The Day of Atonement) though
of course it is not the correct lunar month.

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find herself faded a shadow of what she once was" (Sarah McLachlan)