Re: Belief crisis

On Apr 18, 2024, David Dalton wrote
(in article<[email protected]>):

> On Apr 17, 2024, David Dalton wrote
> (in article<[email protected]>):
>
> > As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
> > years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
> > attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
> >
> > In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
> > of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
> > and my most important collaborator.
> >
> > In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
> > but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
> >
> > I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
> > by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
> > divination, so I range through possible answers in
> > my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
> > correct one.
> >
> > But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
> > any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
> > been going through the motions, and soon I will have
> > to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
> > and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
> > just do what I can on my own.
>
> As I am reporting on alt.religion.druid, I am trying
> again with Sola the sun as chair/moderator, though
> Galacta will still help out with the sudden evolution.
> I guess this renders me even more pagan.

OK, I have, on this full moon night, reverted to Goddess,
who I define as the ruler of the region all/everything,
as the chair/moderator, in my most recent attempt at
magickally instigating a global new age, which I am
reporting on on the thread "full moon leap of faith”
on alt.religion.druid, for anyone who is interested,
which I deem more likely if you notice effects, such
as improved sexual compatibility.

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