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Technical Essay # 54 - FAF 12 July 1991

.ce The Wall of Fire


Between humanity and divinity is a wall of fire.
The wall is made of fragmentation.

In many other parts of the universe there seems to be a gradient scale between different
levels of awareness and one can gradually move between them. On this planet several rungs
of the ladder have been disintegrated into zillions of fragments. Spanning the gap requires a
quantum leap.

There doesn't seem to be anybody on this planet who isn't quite insane by external
standards. However, the insanity of human life is nothing compared to the insanity one runs
into by gradually moving into the next bands. The sanity on the other side is not reached
smoothly and gradually.

Being firmly anchored in the physical human reality creates at least an apparency and
stability of sanity. Being in present time, dealing with the apparent environment here, and
following the agreed-upon laws here can have a relatively happy and enjoyable stay. One
can make money, take vacations, eat good food, watch movies, and work on worthwhile
causes. One can do all of that without much thought to spiritual matters or other realities. In
some ways one can fare better and experience the scenery more fully if one doesn't care
about too much else.

Or can one really? Everything here seems to include some trap. Rich people don't seem
particularly happy, people with lots of free time get bored, people with lots to do get stressed,
good food is bad for you, etc. Even if you fully play the game here it doesn't seem to fully
present it's rewards.

One could assume that one can better enjoy the game if one can experience it from several
levels at once. Chess is not as fun if you are a pawn as if you are the player, or maybe if you
are both. Experiencing the game from any or all levels at once might provide the maximum
enjoyment and the least entrapment.

Looking up from being humanoid on can see many desirable spiritual abilities. One could
leave one's body and look around, one could communicate telepathically with other beings,
one could know things one wants to know.

However, what happens when you succeed in leaving your head? Do you see everything
clearly that is happening around? Probably not, except by an uncontrollable fluke. Just about
anybody on the planet can "exteriorize" easily, that is not the problem. The problem is what
you see. You might see a million things at once, a foggy or black mishmash of stuff. You
might then decide that you can't really go exterior very well at this point. Or you might mock
up what you plan on seeing and have a somewhat useful experience seeing it. But, despite
all the talk about exteriorization and claims of out-of-body experiences I haven't seen
anybody demonstrate consistently full exterior perceptions. Oh, I can perceive all kinds of
things in all kinds of places myself, but don't ask me to prove it.

The thing is, when you stick your thetan-head out into the world of spiritual phenomena you
enter a world with multitudes of deceptions, illusions, fragments, machines, and multi-
dimensional mishmash. You might seem to have access to infinite wisdom and fantastic
abilities, but you will seldom gain much of practical use for your game. On the contrary you
might very well be led off into a never-never land of futile labyrinths with mirrored walls.

This world of confusion could be called the lower astral plane, or the realm of entities or
whatever. It could be called your own universe, but that would probably be a mis-leading
over-simplification. At any rate, it seems to be filled with screwed-up dead people, circuits,
machinery, pictures, organizations, perceptions and all sorts of other stuff.

The real infinite knowledge and OT abilities are not found there, but on a higher level or
vibration. The trouble is in getting there through the lower, very fragmented bands.

There obviously are beings there at the higher levels of awareness. If there are any walking
around here in human bodies, I don't know. But, one can talk with them through various forms
of channeling. And also, more able hands are noticed in the shaping of history of this planet.
And there are beings actively overviewing things like evolution and the general order of
things in the universe. I don't see any human beings taking care of the balance of nature or
the evolution of planetary species and things like that. Don't tell me that these things are all
random, that's what the fundamentalist materialists think.

The practical application of what we gain on existing OT levels doesn't amount to much
compared to what is out there. Don't tell me that we already have completed the bridge and
there is nothing left. There are people who have bodies that don't die, that they can teleport
where they feel like, who do have infallible telepathy, full exterior perception, total recall,
access to the universal records, who can travel in time and in other dimensions and things
like that. Some of these people are even of dubious morality and could most certainly harm
you if you allowed them to. Luckily you are always in full control of your personal reality, if you
know it or not.

Despite that there is a lot we haven't mastered yet, there isn't the slightest reason to despair
about that. What we move around with on this planet is luckily not all of us. It just happens to
be the aspect of us that we are currently focused on. You already have the full ability of any
higher or lower level of awareness. You might have shifted your focus, gotten confused, and
pretended to forget a few things, but nothing was ever really lost.

What mostly needs to be done is re-integration. Re-connecting your lower parts with your
higher parts, re-uniting parts that have been split apart, re-distributing parts that ended up in
the wrong place, sorting out the correct coordinates and ownership of parts. That is roughly
what clearing of any kind is about.

A key obstacle is the excessive fragmentation of lower level spiritual abilities. This is sort of
the wall hindering the integration of your higher level OT abilities with your human
manifestation. It has to be overcome somehow. We know that it can be bypassed, e.g. by
channeling. However, that doesn't really bring the integration we are after. The wall has to be
dissolved or encompassed in order to re-gain the wholeness of one's awareness and
abilities.

The wall is not just entities, that is an over-simplification. OK, we can call just about anything
a being, or entity. But we can also call it pictures, identities, viewpoints, parts, connections,
dimensions, creations, awareness units, universes, and other things. It depends on how we
look at it. A too limited model will not get the desired result. E.g. if we regard it all as entities
and we try to blow them all, then we will end up disowning parts of ourselves we should have
re-integrated.

An endless amount of strange phenomena can be found in the wall of astral deception. You
can be the effect of loads of apparently electronic implant machinery, vast organizations of
bad people out to get you, billions of insane entities being anything that could be imagined,
connections to times and places where you might have been, subjects you have been
interested in, universal deja-vu, forgotten creations, run-away thoughts, postulates with minds
of their own, body snatchers, telepathic telexes, and galactic space fleets.

The trouble is sorting out which plane these things go on in and what they really are. It is
easy to get confused and draw hasty conclusions.

Ten years ago I was exchanging telepathic messages with an intergalactic space cruiser
circling the planet. I was the former commander of the space fleet of which it was the flag ship
of. The crew was very happy to hear from me and supplied me with very elaborate status
reports and requested instructions. I was very excited about this and had extended
conversations with my crew. Finally I had them amass a major portion of the fleet around the
planet and asked them to send down a landing party. Repeated tries and many excuses later
I realized that it wasn't gonna happen, no space craft was gonna land, somebody was just
pulling my leg in a very convincing manner. A number of years later I realized that this was an
organization of entities and I dissolved it. It existed alright, but probably on the lower astral
plane, not on the physical. Or it was just in my head, however you wish to describe it.

After a series of that sort of experiences I have learned to take things with a grain of salt. Not
that "incredibles" don't occur. Several almost as incredible events do seem to have occurred
to me. But things aren't always what they seem.

There are various auditing levels addressing these various phenomena. One can get to
various points of stability of having dealt with some of them, with good gains. However, I must
admit that I haven't really seen anybody break through the un-reality barrier to the other side.
To the best of my knowledge there is a wall of fire there. But nobody I know of can really be
said to have gotten all the way through it. On the contrary it seems to have consumed some of
the most promising pioneers venturing through it.

Again, no cause for alarm. Clearing is after all just a game we are playing. The real, real you
isn't stuck anywhere. But as regards to the you that maybe is stuck, I think there are still some
things that need to be worked out to provide a complete path.

I bet the wall is best crossed from both sides at once. On both sides there is fairly solid
ground. The physical reality is pretty solid and has a certain agreed-upon stability. The high
spiritual awareness levels also seem quite clean and simple and can be contacted without
undue hazard. Having those two separate poles discharge against each other might lead to
the dissolution of the forbidden zone in-between. Techniques for doing that might be more
productive than trying to unravel a load of insanity. Or, there might be techniques that actually
can encompass and clear all that will be found. There are some promising candidates.

Or, well, maybe I don't know at all what I am talking about. Maybe the real scene is quite
different. But this is what it looks like from here. Anyway, it is a fairly high ability to admit that
one doesn't know.

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