Fic: Always alone, never without you 4/?

Krista Niittymäki <[email protected]> Tue, 25 Nov 2003 02:59:26 +0200
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Title: Always alone, never without you 4/?

Author: Malicia Nocturna

Rating: from G to NC-17, varies from chapter to chapter

Disclaimer: Characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel The Series belong to Joss Whedon etc. the story is mine.

Feedback: yes please :]

Distribution: Sure, ask first

Pairings: B/A, B/S, Spike/Drusilla, Spike/Darla, X/A, W/O, Joyce/Giles possibly others. I have to see where this story is taking me ;) 

Timing: AU, Buffy is a college student, she is living at home with her mom and sister Dawn. Willow is her best friend, Angel is Buffy's long-term boyfriend. Everyone is human.

Summary: Angel and Buffy have been together for ages. Angel is working in a law firm called Wolfram and Hart, Buffy is a college student. At one night their friend Cordelia is having a party and Buffy meets an interesting guy there. 

 

~*~*~


Chapter 4

 

Three hours and seven minutes. 

Maybe he was still there, waiting. Maybe she could go back and ..

And then what? What could she possibly say or do? 

He wouldn't be there anyway.

 

There was nothing she could do. 

 

And Angel?

He hadn't called, which was a good thing considering the recent events.

Buffy wasn't ready to talk to him yet. 

He would notice that something was wrong. Buffy couldn't lie to him, they had been together for so long that he could read her like an open book. He knew her. He made her happy. But he didn't made her complete.

 

~*~*~

 

"Buffy? Did you hear what I just said? The exam is cancelled. Buffy?"

Willow tried to talk to her best friend but Buffy was buried deep into her thoughts.

They were in a cafeteria, waiting for Xander and Anya to show up.

Buffy had been quiet all morning but at least she had been listening before.

"Earth to Buffy?"

 

"I feel connected to you, and I know you feel it too. I can't let that slip away from my hands, I can't let you walk away from me like that. I don't know why I need you, but I just do. Stay in my life."

Those blue eyes were haunting her. And his voice, deep and masculine, was echoing inside of her head.


"BUFFY!"

"What, what??"

Buffy snapped out of her thoughts. Willow looked concerned.


"What's wrong Buffy? You don't hear a word I say."

"I'm sorry, I just have few things to think through. Nothing to worry about. So, what were you saying?"

 

~*~*~

 

The week went by quickly. Buffy tried to keep herself busy and convince herself that she wasn't waiting for Spike's arrival. She spent as much time with Angel as she could and the rest of the time she was buried in her homework.

 

On next Monday Rupert and Joyce went to a spa and left Buffy and Angel alone in the house. Angel had an own, small apartment but he spent most of his time at Buffy's home.

"It's so cosy in here," he had explained.

 

They had been watching TV all night. Buffy stretched and yawned.

"Wanna go to bed?" Angel asked. 

"Good idea, let's go to sleep," Buffy replied and yawned again.

"I didn't say anything about sleeping," Angel smirked and grabbed Buffy to his strong arms.

He carried her to the bedroom and threw her on the bed. He kissed her gently, let his tongue explore Buffy's soft mouth. Buffy moaned with pleasure. She closed her eyes and enjoyed. 
Angel was a good and skilful lover. Buffy didn't exactly know from where he had learned all those tricks he knew but she didn't complain. 

They kissed again and Angel moved his hand to stroke Buffy's hair. 
Suddenly the memories came rushing back. Spike's fingers on her hair, his passionate touch which had made Buffy shiver.

Buffy kept her eyes closed and imagined what it would feel like to kiss Spike, feel his hand around her, another hand caressing her hair, his muscular, strong body leaning over her, his hungry mouth on her delicate skin. 

Buffy moaned. Angel moved his hand to caress her things and finally his fingers found her clit, he rubbed it gently and kissed Buffy's neck.

"Oh god, yes, do it to me," Buffy whispered and pulled Angel closer.

In her mind she imagined Spike's skilful fingers touching her, making her wild and wet. The full moon was shining high above their naked bodies. Spike was spreading her legs with his hands and gently sliding inside her, making her moan even louder. 

Angel had never seen Buffy so aroused. Her tiny body was writhing under his touch, she was panting heavily and her nails dug into his back.

 

The orgasm blew her mind, she screamed and arched her back. Finally she opened her eyes and saw the blue eyes filled with love and desire, staring at her . no, wait, the brown eyes. 
Brown eyes? Angel?

 

"Oh my god," Buffy said and moved away from Angel. She was shocked. 
"What's wrong honey?" Angel's voice was full of concern.

"Oh god," Buffy repeated and stood up from the bed. She could feel Angel's fluids sliding down her legs, towards the floor.
She ran to the bathroom and closed the door.

"Oh no," she whispered and then came the tears.

 

~*~*~

 

It was Friday night, Angel was working and Buffy was writing an essay for Psychology class.

The doorbell rang but Buffy ignored it. It was probably Rupert anyway. Joyce was waiting for him. 

"Buffy, it's for you," Joyce yelled.

Buffy sighed and stood up. She walked to the stairs and froze.

Spike was standing on the door, smiling at her.

"Hey," he said.

"H-hi," Buffy whispered and swallowed audibly

.

"Come inside Spike," Joyce said cheerfully and went back to kitchen.

"How .how does she knew your name?" Buffy asked. 

Spike smirked. He could see how astonished Buffy was.

"I was polite and introduced myself you silly," Spike said with a gentle voice.

He stepped inside, took off his duster and walked up the stairs. Buffy turned and walked back to her room. Spike followed her grinning to himself. He had really surprised the girl.

 

Buffy closed the door and turned to face Spike.

"What the hell are you doing in here?" Her eyes were blazing with anger and confusion.

She was angry at herself. Seeing Spike had almost swept her off her feet. She couldn't feel that way, it wasn't allowed, she was supposed to be faithful to Angel. 

"What do you think? I wanted to see you," Spike was surprised by her reaction.

"Bad idea. I think you should leave."
"I am not going anywhere." Spike's voice was harsh. He grabbed Buffy's arm and pulled her close.

He had been dreaming about this moment for two weeks. Every night he had imagined her tiny body into his arms. Now she was there, angry at him, but yet so beautiful and irresistible.

Buffy whimpered.

Spike pushed her on the bed and she didn't try to resist. Little voices in her head tried to scream how wrong this was but Buffy didn't listen. She was bemused by Spike's scent. He placed her head on a pillow and settled next to her. 

"All I could think about was you. I saw your beautiful face everywhere. For the last two weeks you have been the only thing on my mind," Spike said huskily.

He touched hair hair gently. He wrapped the golden locks around his fingers and released them again. 

Slowly Buffy lifted her hand to touch his face. She felt incredibly happy, sad and scared at the same time. Emotions ran through her and her body was screaming for his touch. It was wrong, so wrong. She was with Angel, she loved him. 

But she had missed Spike. After two short encounters he had invaded to hear heart.

She needed him like he needed her. She needed his touch. 

She could feel the damp spot between her thighs.

She couldn't speak but Spike read her wordless request from her eyes. He placed her hand on top of her sex and made her moan softly. His hand was firm and strong and Buffy rubbed herself against it. 

She felt Spike's erection against her thigh. They were both panting heavily. 
"Kiss me," Buffy whispered and Spike was about to do as she wished but suddenly there was a knock on the door.

"Buffy, Angel is here. Are you coming down to see him or should I ask him to come up here?" Joyce asked without opening the door.

 

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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
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=20
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
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=20
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">~*~*~<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Buffy? Did you hear what I just said?=
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><st1:City><st1:place><SP=
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N=20
lang=3DEN-GB style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"> tried to talk to her best =
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">They were in a cafeteria, waiting for Xa=
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Buffy had been quiet all morning but at =
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Earth to Buffy?=94<o:p></o:p></SPAN><=
/P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
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style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93I feel connected to you, and I know y=
ou feel=20
it too. I can=92t let that slip away from my hands, I can=92t let you walk =
away from=20
me like that. I don=92t know why I need you, but I just do. Stay in my=20
life.=94</SPAN></I><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Those blue eyes were haunting her. And h=
is=20
voice, deep and masculine, was echoing inside of her head.<o:p></o:p></SPAN=
></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Buffy snapped out of her thoughts.=20
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93I=92m sorry, I just have few things t=
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<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">~*~*~<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">The week went by quickly. Buffy tried to=
 keep=20
herself busy and convince herself that she wasn=92t waiting for Spike=92s a=
rrival.=20
She spent as much time with Angel as she could and the rest of the time she=
 was=20
buried in her homework.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">On next Monday Rupert and Joyce went to =
a spa=20
and left Buffy and Angel alone in the house. Angel had an own, small apartm=
ent=20
but he spent most of his time at Buffy=92s home.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93It=92s so cosy in here,=94 he had=20
explained.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">They had been watching TV all night. Buf=
fy=20
stretched and yawned.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Wanna go to bed?=94 Angel asked.=20
<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Good idea, let=92s go to sleep,=94 Bu=
ffy replied=20
and yawned again.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93I didn=92t say anything about sleepin=
g,=94 Angel=20
smirked and grabbed Buffy to his strong arms.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">He carried her to the bedroom and threw =
her on=20
the bed. He kissed her gently, let his tongue explore Buffy=92s soft mouth.=
 Buffy=20
moaned with pleasure. She closed her eyes and enjoyed. <BR>Angel was a good=
 and=20
skilful lover. Buffy didn=92t exactly know from where he had learned all th=
ose=20
tricks he knew but she didn=92t complain. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">They kissed again and Angel moved his ha=
nd to=20
stroke Buffy=92s hair. <BR>Suddenly the memories came rushing back. Spike=
=92s=20
fingers on her hair, his passionate touch which had made Buffy=20
shiver=85<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Buffy kept her eyes closed and imagined =
what it=20
would feel like to kiss Spike, feel his hand around her, another hand cares=
sing=20
her hair, his muscular, strong body leaning over her, his hungry mouth on h=
er=20
delicate skin=85 <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Buffy moaned. Angel moved his hand to ca=
ress=20
her things and finally his fingers found her clit, he rubbed it gently and=
=20
kissed Buffy=92s neck.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Oh god, yes, do it to me,=94 Buffy wh=
ispered and=20
pulled Angel closer.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">In her mind she imagined Spike=92s skilf=
ul=20
fingers touching her, making her wild and wet. The full moon was shining hi=
gh=20
above their naked bodies. Spike was spreading her legs with his hands and g=
ently=20
sliding inside her, making her moan even louder. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Angel had never seen Buffy so aroused. H=
er tiny=20
body was writhing under his touch, she was panting heavily and her nails du=
g=20
into his back.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">The orgasm blew her mind, she screamed a=
nd=20
arched her back. Finally she opened her eyes and saw the blue eyes filled w=
ith=20
love and desire, staring at her =85 no, wait, the brown eyes. <BR>Brown eye=
s?=20
Angel?<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Oh my god,=94 Buffy said and moved aw=
ay from=20
Angel. She was shocked. <BR>=94What=92s wrong honey?=94 Angel=92s voice was=
 full of=20
concern.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Oh god,=94 Buffy repeated and stood u=
p from the=20
bed. She could feel Angel=92s fluids sliding down her legs, towards the=20
floor.<BR>She ran to the bathroom and closed the door.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P=
>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Oh no,=94 she whispered and then came=
 the=20
tears=85<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">~*~*~<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">It was Friday night, Angel was working a=
nd=20
Buffy was writing an essay for Psychology class.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">The doorbell rang but Buffy ignored it. =
It was=20
probably Rupert anyway. Joyce was waiting for him. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Buffy, it=92s for you,=94 Joyce=20
yelled.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Buffy sighed and stood up. She walked to=
 the=20
stairs and froze.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Spike was standing on the door, smiling =
at=20
her.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Hey,=94 he said.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P=
>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93H-hi,=94 Buffy whispered and swallowe=
d=20
audibly<SPAN=20
style=3D"DISPLAY: none; mso-hide: all special"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P=
>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Come inside Spike,=94 Joyce said chee=
rfully and=20
went back to kitchen.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93How =85how does she knew your name?=
=94 Buffy=20
asked. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Spike smirked. He could see how astonish=
ed=20
Buffy was.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93I was polite and introduced myself yo=
u silly,=94=20
Spike said with a gentle voice.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">He stepped inside, took off his duster a=
nd=20
walked up the stairs. Buffy turned and walked back to her room. Spike follo=
wed=20
her grinning to himself. He had really surprised the girl.<o:p></o:p></SPAN=
></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Buffy closed the door and turned to face=
=20
Spike.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93What the hell are you doing in here?=
=94 Her eyes=20
were blazing with anger and confusion.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">She was angry at herself. Seeing Spike h=
ad=20
almost swept her off her feet. She couldn=92t feel that way, it wasn=92t al=
lowed,=20
she was supposed to be faithful to Angel. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93What do you think? I wanted to see yo=
u,=94 Spike=20
was surprised by her reaction.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Bad idea. I think you should leave.=
=94<BR>=94I am=20
not going anywhere.=94 Spike=92s voice was harsh. He grabbed Buffy=92s arm =
and pulled=20
her close.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">He had been dreaming about this moment f=
or two=20
weeks. Every night he had imagined her tiny body into his arms. Now she was=
=20
there, angry at him, but yet so beautiful and=20
irresistible.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Buffy whimpered.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Spike pushed her on the bed and she didn=
=92t try=20
to resist. Little voices in her head tried to scream how wrong this was but=
=20
Buffy didn=92t listen. She was bemused by Spike=92s scent. He placed her he=
ad on a=20
pillow and settled next to her. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93All I could think about was you. I sa=
w your=20
beautiful face everywhere. For the last two weeks you have been the only th=
ing=20
on my mind,=94 Spike said huskily.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">He touched hair hair gently. He wrapped =
the=20
golden locks around his fingers and released them again. <o:p></o:p></SPAN>=
</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">Slowly Buffy lifted her hand to touch hi=
s face.=20
She felt incredibly happy, sad and scared at the same time. Emotions ran th=
rough=20
her and her body was screaming for his touch. It was wrong, so wrong. She w=
as=20
with Angel, she loved him. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">But she had missed Spike. After two shor=
t=20
encounters he had invaded to hear heart.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">She needed him like he needed her. She n=
eeded=20
his touch. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">She could feel the damp spot between her=
=20
thighs.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">She couldn=92t speak but Spike read her =
wordless=20
request from her eyes. He placed her hand on top of her sex and made her mo=
an=20
softly. His hand was firm and strong and Buffy rubbed herself against it.=20
<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">She felt Spike=92s erection against her =
thigh.=20
They were both panting heavily. <BR>=94Kiss me,=94 Buffy whispered and Spik=
e was=20
about to do as she wished but suddenly there was a knock on the=20
door.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">=93Buffy, Angel is here. Are you coming =
down to=20
see him or should I ask him to come up here?=94 Joyce asked without opening=
 the=20
door.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal style=3D"MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><SPAN lang=3DEN-GB=20
style=3D"mso-ansi-language: EN-GB">TBC <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P></DIV>
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