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Hello all,
There is a Palistinian film festival in Portland right now and a lot of 
discussion.  I thought this letter from an American in Palestine on the 
day sheikh yassin was assassinated was thoughtful and worth sharing.
jessie

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Date: Friday, March 26, 2004 10:23 AM -0600
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yesterday i received the email below from a friend of mine who is
currently in palestine (the format is a little crazy, but its worth
reading).  she wrote it the day that the israeli army assassinated
sheikh yassin.  and last night i went to the film festival and watched
rana's wedding, which portrays life trying to be lived in the midst of
a military occupation.

> The Day of the Assassination
> By Starhawk
> 3/22/04
> =20
>          Just as I grab my computer in bed this morning to write some
> thoughts about nonviolence, I get a call from Neta.  I am in Beit
> Sahour doing a training for a small group of internationals and some
> of the core of those who will be trainers. She is in Ramallah.  This
> morning, in Gaza, the Israelis assassinated  Sheikh Yassin, the
> spiritual leader of Hamas.  He was an old man in his nineties,
> confined to a wheelchair, coming out of the Mosque after morning
> prayers.  A perfect martyr.
>          =B3Everything=B9s going to go crazy,=B2 Neta says.  =B3If
>          Sharon w= anted to
> set off a bloodbath, he couldn=B9t have done anything better.  People
> will = be
> lining up to die.=B2   She=B9s deeply upset, walking the streets of
> Ramallah with Nizar, her husband, still trying to encourage that late
> baby to get on with the process of being born into this rough world.
>          I=B9ve been lying here thinking about violence and
>          nonviolence and struggle.  I=B9m in a small hotel in Beit
> Sahour where we do trainings.  It= =B9s
> been being renovated, since last year, in some spirit of undying
> optimism that someday normality, and tourists, will return to this
> region.  Bethlehem is a closed up city, dying from economic
> starvation now that the thousands of Christian tourists can no longer
> come.  Last year, right before Easter, another ISM volunteer and I
> got a tour of the Church of the Nativity=8Bwe w= ere
> the only ones there, and it was eerie and quiet in the stone halls
> and the deep chamber where Jesus was presumably born. Only a few
> monks walked the halls, and up on the roof, we could still see the
> bullet holes of the assaults from the year before.
>          Yesterday, as we began the training, our friends in the
>          village of Kharbata were sitting in front of the bulldozers
> again.  I felt terribly torn=8Bwanting to be there with them and yet
> having a commitment to be here. My focus for this trip is
> training=8Bthat seems to be the way I can make my best contribution.
> But my heart is always with the action.  And its anguish to be
> getting reports=8Btwelve injured, twenty-five injured, one village wo=
> man
> shot in the eye with a rubber bullet, one ISM volunteer detained,
> possibly arrested, others shot in the leg, hurt=8Bwithout being able
> to be there and= do
> something.  There=B9s the stress, and the quite irrational but real
> guilt, = and
> the less admirable but also real sense of somehow missing out on the
> excitement.=20
>          Which of those women I marched with lost an eye?  Was it the
>          old woman with the toothless grin who limped up to us over
> the rocks, raised a stick above her head and cried out =B3Allah
> Akhbar!=B2  Was it the mother, grandmother of the sweet young girl
> who tried to teach me how to say =B3swimming=B9 and =B3oasis=B2 in
> Arabic?  One young Israeli was shot betwe= en the
> eyes with a rubber bullet: I think that I met him last year at
> Mas=B9Ha pea= ce
> camp.  It amused me so much to hear the Palestinians hailing him,
> =B3Levins= ky!
> Yala!!  Let=B9s go!=B2
>          These trainings are in the same place we were working last
>          year. Tom Hurndall sat in these chairs, did the roll plays,
> the active listening exercises, and then went down to Rafah.  Just a
> few days later, he was shot. We were clear in the training then, and
> we are even more clear now=8Byou can die doing this work.  =B3It=B9s
> hard for any of us to imagine our own death= ,=B2 I
> tell the group as we are role playing out how to respond to tear gas,
> rubber bullets, sound bombs, and live ammunition.  =B3But do think
> about it.  Tell yourself that it really can be you, and ask yourself
> if you are still willing to do this.=B2
>          On Saturday I went to Bir Zeit University, in a village
>          outside of Ramallah, to speak to a group of students and
> show them our powerpoint slide show of actions around the world.
> There were about twenty students and a few teachers, including some
> of a small core group that wants to organize a Right to Education
> campaign. We had a good discussion after about strategy. Bir Zeit is
> a beautiful campus, high on a hill, with elegant stone buildings
> donated mostly by wealthy individuals and modern facilities.  The
> student body, I=B9m told, are like most of the relatively privileged
> students around the world=8Bdeeply immersed in their own affairs,
> hard to mobilize.  Riham Barghouti, director of Public Relations, who
> has organized the talk, told me how hard it is to motivate students
> to get active now. =B3The first intifada involved massive
>          noncooperation with the occupation,=B2 she said.
> =B3Everyone was involved, from all classes of soc= iety.
> People boycotted Israeli goods.  They tore up their I.D. cards.  It
> was primarily nonviolent, a massive popular resistance.  And everyone
> felt together.  We were clear about what we were struggling for.  But
> then we got Oslo, this agreement with no teeth in it.  We were
> split=8Bsome for it, some against. Even so, some of those who were
> against it at first, they were beginning to come around, to think,
> =8CWell, maybe we can make something of this.=B9=B2  But then came
> more settlements, more settlers=B9 roads, more restrictions on
> movement, more land confiscations, more deaths. The second intifada
> is more grim, more focused on armed struggle.  =B3People think all
> Palestinians are the same,=B2 Riham says, =B3As if we were all one
> person, one terrorist.  But we=B9re not.  Most people don=B9t want to
> be fighters.  They want to find some way to struggle for their land,
> their rights, and they don=B9t want to use violence.  But it=B9s much
> harder now,= to
> believe that a nonviolent struggle can succeed.  They say, =8CWe did
> that= =B9, or
> =8COur parents did that, and look what it got us.=B9=B2
> There=B9s an ecology to repression.  The closures and checkpoints and
> road blocks make movement within the West Bank extremely difficult.
> Each town is separated from the others by checkpoints. The Israelis
> have built wide, fast roads for the settlers to get to settlements,
> or for a tourist from Jerusalem to head up to the Lake of Galilee or
> down to the Dead Sea.  But Palestinians cannot travel on those roads,
> at risk of being shot. =B3We used to go to Nablus or Hebron or
> Bethlehem, for a day or a visit,=B2 Riham says.  =B3We could drink
> coffee, share ideas, discuss things.  New id= eas
> got spread around.  Issues could be debated.  Now, it=B9s years since
> I=B9ve been to Nablus.  I have no idea what they=B9re thinking up
> there. And the k= ids
> come from the villages or the more conservative towns, and go to
> University here.  They used to go back, and bring more of the
> progressive ideas with them.  Now, they don=B9t go back.  They
> can=B9t find work there, and they c= an=B9t
> live in that atmosphere.  So they stay in Ramallah.  Ramallah is
> Occupation Lite, there=B9s more openness here.  You can get to
> Jerusalem.  They=B9ve allowed more money to flow into here, there=B9s
> more development.  But it can=B9t absorb all those new doctors and
> engineers. And then the other plac= es
> grow more closed, more conservative, and the split between them and
> Ramallah deepens. I know with people dying every day and houses
> getting demolished, it=B9s hard to care about the stifling of
> intellectual life, but that=B9s p= art
> of it, too.=B2
> Sharon and his supporters, with their policies of repression and
> closure and isolation, are in fact creating exactly the conditions
> that foster the kind of narrow fundamentalism they profess to fear.
> At least they fear it in Islam:  they pander to it in Judaism.
> In the morning it is my turn to negotiate the checkpoints.  I wake up
> before 6 AM, take a taxi to Kalendia where I wait in line with the
> women and the young teenagers going to school.  We are the fortunate
> ones:  our line moves relatively quickly and in fifteen or twenty
> minutes I am facing a bored young soldier who directs me a second
> bored young woman soldier.  She looks at my passport and waves me
> through.  But the hundred or so men waiting next to me seem to move
> slowly if at all, and I wonder how long it will take them to get to
> their morning=B9s work.
> I catch a service on the other side, with a bad exhaust system that
> fills the back, where I am riding, with fumes. Halfway into
> Jerusalem, we are stopped by yet another soldier, who demands our
> passports and wants me to open my bag.  He glances at the video
> camera, then lets us go.  The man in front of me shakes his head.
> =B3They are bad people,=B2 he says.  =B3You s= ee!=B2
> I abandon the service a little too early and walk a few blocks on the
> outskirts of the Old City, back to the Faisal where I meet the group
> that will go through the training together.  We take another service
> to the outskirts of Bethlehem, to the roadblock that has no real
> checkpoint but a guard tower with soldiers who generally don=B9t
> appear.  We walk up the hil= l,
> and get into taxis that have been ordered on the other side, which
> take us to Beit Sahour.
> The first day of training goes well, it=B9s a small group, about seven
> trainees, three from Britain, one from the US, and three Swedes.
> Four of the longterm ISM activists who are learning to be trainers
> also come, to observe and support.  By the end of the day, I am
> tired, and after dinner I drop into bed and sleep deeply until
> Neta=B9s call wakes me. It=B9s a struggle to concentrate. Everyone is
> upset about Sheikh Yassin.  T= he
> assassination is seen as an assault on the entire community and on
> Islam itself.  And those who think in terms of policy see it as a
> calculated move on Sharon=B9s part=8Bto provoke more suicide
> bombings, to open the door for major incursions again, to forestall
> any pressure toward a peace process. The young boy who lives in the
> hotel, about eleven years old, looks at me with shocked eyes.  =B3He
> was ninety-two years old,=B2 he says to me, shaki= ng
> his head.  And then, =B3Have you seen =B3The Passion of Christ?=B2  I
> tell = him I
> haven=B9t.  He says it is very good, he has seen it twice, on DVD.
> =B3But = why
> do they want to kill such an old man,=B2 he asks. =B3Soon he=B9ll be
> dead a= nyway.=B2
> We=B9re getting reports, of demonstrations in Ramallah, Nablus, even
> right here in Bethlehem, of more killings and more martyrs.  Rumors
> of death. At our morning check-in, everyone is restless.
> =B3it=B9s part of the quality of being here that you always feel you
> should= be
> somewhere else, that the real action is happening elsewhere.  But
> we=B9re here, and we=B9re doing something that will make our work
> more effective in the long run, So let=B9s just be present here and
> focus.=B2  I=B9m really s= aying
> it to myself, of course.
> But we do, in spite of the ongoing doubt about whether or not we can
> get out of Beit Sahour and back to Jerusalem or Ramallah.  Neta calls
> and says she has been to the doctor and they are considering whether
> they need to induce labor that afternoon.  Hisahm tells me he has not
> ordered cars yet, that there are soldiers at the back way out and the
> checkpoint is closed, and fighting at kalendia.  Ramallah is closed.
> I work a bit harder to stay focused,=20
> We are careful to end early enough that we can begin our travel back
> before dark.  And, in the way things can change here, suddenly the
> cars are here and the soldiers are gone and we are picking our way up
> the hill and out of Bethlehem.  Back to Jerusalem, where I say
> goodbye to the others and head around the corner to grab a bus to
> Kalendia, which seems to be leaving just as usual.  Back to Kalendia,
> where soldiers walk above the checkpoint but no one stops us from
> entering.  Back to neta=B9s house, to spend a quiet eveni= ng
> and a quiet day today, working on the training manual while Neta
> makes a hundred phone calls trying to decide whether to reschedule
> our coordinator= =B9s
> trainings, as the roads are closed from Nablus and Jenin.  No one can
> get in or out.  We don=B9t know if they will reopen by the weekend,
> or, if we postpone until next week, if something else won=B9t happen
> that will close them again.  Today everyone is on strike, the shops
> are closed, the streets eerily quiet.  This is the Palestine I=B9m
> familiar with, the shuttered doo= rs
> and windows, the silence.  Everyone seems sad today, and tired, the
> very streets steeped in sorrow.  It=B9s a strike, today, however, not
> a curfew=8Bthere is no fear of soldiers rounding a corner with guns
> ready to fire, no tanks. Yet.  The fear is deeper, more endemic.
> Somewhere someone is planning revenge.  Someone is alive today who
> will soon be dead, because of this assassination.  And after the
> revenge will come the retaliation, the tanks, the demolitions, the
> closures.  It feels like the calm before the storm.
> =20
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> <FONT FACE=3D"New York"><SPAN STYLE=3D'font-size:12.0px'>The Day of
> the Ass= assination<BR>
> By Starhawk<BR>
> 3/22/04<BR>
> &nbsp;<BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Just as I grab
> my com= puter in bed this morning to write some thoughts about
> nonviolence, I get a= call from Neta. &nbsp;I am in Beit Sahour doing
>  a training for a small gro= up of internationals and some of the
> core of those who will be trainers. Sh= e is in Ramallah. &nbsp;This
> morning, in Gaza, the Israelis assassinated &n= bsp;Sheikh Yassin,
> the spiritual leader of Hamas. &nbsp;He was an old man i= n his
> nineties, confined to a wheelchair, coming out of the Mosque after mo=
> rning prayers. &nbsp;A perfect martyr. <BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&#8220;Everythi
> ng&#82= 17;s going to go crazy,&#8221; Neta says. &nbsp;&#8220;If
> Sharon wanted to = set off a bloodbath, he couldn&#8217;t have done
> anything better. &nbsp;Peo= ple will be lining up to die.&#8221;
> &nbsp;&nbsp;She&#8217;s deeply upset, = walking the streets of
> Ramallah with Nizar, her husband, still trying to en= courage that
> late baby to get on with the process of being born into this r= ough
> world.<BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I&#8217;ve been
> lying= here thinking about violence and nonviolence and struggle.
>  &nbsp;I&#8217;m= in a small hotel in Beit Sahour where we do
>  trainings. &nbsp;It&#8217;s be= en being renovated, since last year,
> in some spirit of undying optimism tha= t someday normality, and
> tourists, will return to this region. &nbsp;Bethle= hem is a closed
> up city, dying from economic starvation now that the thousa= nds of
> Christian tourists can no longer come. &nbsp;Last year, right before=
>  Easter, another ISM volunteer and I got a tour of the Church of the
>  Nativi= ty&#8212;we were the only ones there, and it was eerie and
> quiet in the sto= ne halls and the deep chamber where Jesus was
> presumably born. Only a few m= onks walked the halls, and up on the
> roof, we could still see the bullet ho= les of the assaults from the
> year before.<BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Yesterday, as
> we bega= n the training, our friends in the village of Kharbata were
> sitting in fron= t of the bulldozers again. &nbsp;I felt terribly
> torn&#8212;wanting to be t= here with them and yet having a
> commitment to be here. &nbsp;My focus for t= his trip is
> training&#8212;that seems to be the way I can make my best cont=
> ribution. &nbsp;But my heart is always with the action. &nbsp;And its
> angui= sh to be getting reports&#8212;twelve injured, twenty-five
> injured, one vil= lage woman shot in the eye with a rubber bullet,
> one ISM volunteer detained= , possibly arrested, others shot in the
> leg, hurt&#8212;without being able = to be there and do something.
> &nbsp;There&#8217;s the stress, and the quite= irrational but real
>  guilt, and the less admirable but also real sense of s= omehow
> missing out on the excitement. <BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Which of those
> women = I marched with lost an eye? &nbsp;Was it the old woman with
> the toothless g= rin who limped up to us over the rocks, raised a
> stick above her head and c= ried out &#8220;Allah Akhbar!&#8221;
> &nbsp;Was it the mother, grandmother o= f the sweet young girl who
> tried to teach me how to say &#8220;swimming&#82= 17; and
> &#8220;oasis&#8221; in Arabic? &nbsp;One young Israeli was shot bet=
> ween the eyes with a rubber bullet: I think that I met him last year
> at Mas= &#8217;Ha peace camp. &nbsp;It amused me so much to hear the
> Palestinians h= ailing him, &#8220;Levinsky! Yala!! &nbsp;Let&#8217;s
> go!&#8221;<BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;These trainings
> are i= n the same place we were working last year. &nbsp;Tom Hurndall
> sat in these= chairs, did the roll plays, the active listening
>  exercises, and then went = down to Rafah. &nbsp;Just a few days
> later, he was shot. &nbsp;We were clea= r in the training then, and
> we are even more clear now&#8212;you can die do= ing this work.
> &nbsp;&#8220;It&#8217;s hard for any of us to imagine our ow= n
> death,&#8221; I tell the group as we are role playing out how to
> respond = to tear gas, rubber bullets, sound bombs, and live
> ammunition. &nbsp;&#8220= ;But do think about it. &nbsp;Tell yourself
> that it really can be you, and = ask yourself if you are still
> willing to do this.&#8221;<BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;On Saturday I
> went to= Bir Zeit University, in a village outside of Ramallah, to
>  speak to a group= of students and show them our powerpoint slide
>  show of actions around the = world. &nbsp;There were about twenty
> students and a few teachers, including= some of a small core group
>  that wants to organize a Right to Education cam= paign. We had a
> good discussion after about strategy. &nbsp;Bir Zeit is a b= eautiful
> campus, high on a hill, with elegant stone buildings donated mostl= y
> by wealthy individuals and modern facilities. &nbsp;The student body,
> I&#= 8217;m told, are like most of the relatively privileged students
> around the= world&#8212;deeply immersed in their own affairs, hard to
>  mobilize. &nbsp;= Riham Barghouti, director of Public Relations, who
> has organized the talk, = told me how hard it is to motivate students
> to get active now.<BR>
> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&#8220;The
> first inti= fada involved massive noncooperation with the
> occupation,&#8221; she said. = &nbsp;&#8220;Everyone was involved,
> from all classes of society. &nbsp;Peop= le boycotted Israeli goods.
> &nbsp;They tore up their I.D. cards. &nbsp;It w= as primarily
> nonviolent, a massive popular resistance. &nbsp;And everyone f= elt
> together. &nbsp;We were clear about what we were struggling for.
> &nbsp;= But then we got Oslo, this agreement with no teeth in it.
> &nbsp;We were spl= it&#8212;some for it, some against. Even so, some
> of those who were against= it at first, they were beginning to come
>  around, to think, &#8216;Well, ma= ybe we can make something of
> this.&#8217;&#8221; &nbsp;But then came more s= ettlements, more
> settlers&#8217; roads, more restrictions on movement, more= land
>  confiscations, more deaths. <BR>
> The second intifada is more grim, more focused on armed struggle.
> &nbsp;&#8= 220;People think all Palestinians are the same,&#8221;
> Riham says, &#8220;A= s if we were all one person, one terrorist.
> &nbsp;But we&#8217;re not. &nbs= p;Most people don&#8217;t want to be
> fighters. &nbsp;They want to find some= way to struggle for their
>  land, their rights, and they don&#8217;t want to= use violence.
>  &nbsp;But it&#8217;s much harder now, to believe that a nonv= iolent
> struggle can succeed. &nbsp;They say, &#8216;We did that&#8217;, or =
> &#8216;Our parents did that, and look what it got
> us.&#8217;&#8221;<BR> There&#8217;s an ecology to repression.
> &nbsp;The closures and checkpoints = and road blocks make movement
> within the West Bank extremely difficult. &nb= sp;Each town is
> separated from the others by checkpoints. The Israelis have= built
>  wide, fast roads for the settlers to get to settlements, or for a to=
> urist from Jerusalem to head up to the Lake of Galilee or down to the
> Dead = Sea. &nbsp;But Palestinians cannot travel on those roads, at
> risk of being = shot.<BR>
> &#8220;We used to go to Nablus or Hebron or Bethlehem, for a day or a
> visit= ,&#8221; Riham says. &nbsp;&#8220;We could drink coffee, share
> ideas, discu= ss things. &nbsp;New ideas got spread around.
> &nbsp;Issues could be debated= . &nbsp;Now, it&#8217;s years since
> I&#8217;ve been to Nablus. &nbsp;I have= no idea what they&#8217;re
>  thinking up there. And the kids come from the v= illages or the more
> conservative towns, and go to University here. &nbsp;Th= ey used to
> go back, and bring more of the progressive ideas with them. &nbs=
> p;Now, they don&#8217;t go back. &nbsp;They can&#8217;t find work
> there, an= d they can&#8217;t live in that atmosphere. &nbsp;So they
> stay in Ramallah.= &nbsp;Ramallah is Occupation Lite, there&#8217;s
>  more openness here. &nbsp= ;You can get to Jerusalem.
> &nbsp;They&#8217;ve allowed more money to flow i= nto here,
> there&#8217;s more development. &nbsp;But it can&#8217;t absorb a= ll
> those new doctors and engineers. And then the other places grow more
> clo= sed, more conservative, and the split between them and Ramallah
> deepens. I = know with people dying every day and houses getting
> demolished, it&#8217;s = hard to care about the stifling of
> intellectual life, but that&#8217;s part= of it, too.&#8221;<BR>
> Sharon and his supporters, with their policies of repression and
> closure an= d isolation, are in fact creating exactly the conditions
> that foster the ki= nd of narrow fundamentalism they profess to fear.
> &nbsp;At least they fear = it in Islam: &nbsp;they pander to it in
> Judaism.<BR>
> In the morning it is my turn to negotiate the checkpoints. &nbsp;I
> wake up = before 6 AM, take a taxi to Kalendia where I wait in line
> with the women an= d the young teenagers going to school. &nbsp;We
> are the fortunate ones: &nb= sp;our line moves relatively quickly and
> in fifteen or twenty minutes I am = facing a bored young soldier who
> directs me a second bored young woman sold= ier. &nbsp;She looks at
> my passport and waves me through. &nbsp;But the hun= dred or so men
> waiting next to me seem to move slowly if at all, and I wond= er how
> long it will take them to get to their morning&#8217;s work.<BR> I
> catch a service on the other side, with a bad exhaust system that
> fills t= he back, where I am riding, with fumes. Halfway into
> Jerusalem, we are stop= ped by yet another soldier, who demands our
> passports and wants me to open = my bag. &nbsp;He glances at the
> video camera, then lets us go. &nbsp;The ma= n in front of me shakes
> his head. &nbsp;&#8220;They are bad people,&#8221; = he says.
> &nbsp;&#8220;You see!&#8221;<BR>
> I abandon the <I>service</I> a little too early and walk a few blocks
> on th= e outskirts of the Old City, back to the Faisal where I meet
> the group that= will go through the training together. &nbsp;We take
>  another service to th= e outskirts of Bethlehem, to the roadblock
> that has no real checkpoint but = a guard tower with soldiers who
> generally don&#8217;t appear. &nbsp;We walk= up the hill, and get
>  into taxis that have been ordered on the other side, = which take us
> to Beit Sahour.<BR>
> The first day of training goes well, it&#8217;s a small group, about
> seven = trainees, three from Britain, one from the US, and three
> Swedes. &nbsp;Four= of the longterm ISM activists who are learning to
>  be trainers also come, t= o observe and support. &nbsp;By the end of
> the day, I am tired, and after d= inner I drop into bed and sleep
> deeply until Neta&#8217;s call wakes me.<BR> It&#8217;s a struggle to
> concentrate. Everyone is upset about Sheikh Yassin= . &nbsp;The
> assassination is seen as an assault on the entire community and= on
>  Islam itself. &nbsp;And those who think in terms of policy see it as
>  a = calculated move on Sharon&#8217;s part&#8212;to provoke more
> suicide bombin= gs, to open the door for major incursions again, to
> forestall any pressure = toward a peace process. &nbsp;<BR>
> The young boy who lives in the hotel, about eleven years old, looks
> at me w= ith shocked eyes. &nbsp;&#8220;He was ninety-two years
> old,&#8221; he says = to me, shaking his head. &nbsp;And then,
> &#8220;Have you seen &#8220;The Pa= ssion of Christ?&#8221; &nbsp;I
> tell him I haven&#8217;t. &nbsp;He says it = is very good, he has
> seen it twice, on DVD. &nbsp;&#8220;But why do they wa= nt to kill
> such an old man,&#8221; he asks. &#8220;Soon he&#8217;ll be dead=
>  anyway.&#8221;<BR>
> We&#8217;re getting reports, of demonstrations in Ramallah, Nablus,
> even ri= ght here in Bethlehem, of more killings and more martyrs.
> &nbsp;Rumors of d= eath. At our morning check-in, everyone is
> restless.<BR>
> &#8220;it&#8217;s part of the quality of being here that you always
> feel yo= u should be somewhere else, that the real action is
> happening elsewhere. &n= bsp;But we&#8217;re here, and we&#8217;re
> doing something that will make ou= r work more effective in the long
> run, So let&#8217;s just be present here = and focus.&#8221;
> &nbsp;I&#8217;m really saying it to myself, of course.<BR> But we do,
> in spite of the ongoing doubt about whether or not we can get ou= t
> of Beit Sahour and back to Jerusalem or Ramallah. &nbsp;Neta calls
> and sa= ys she has been to the doctor and they are considering
> whether they need to= induce labor that afternoon. &nbsp;Hisahm tells
>  me he has not ordered cars= yet, that there are soldiers at the back
>  way out and the checkpoint is clo= sed, and fighting at kalendia.
> &nbsp;Ramallah is closed. &nbsp;I work a bit= harder to stay focused,
>  <BR>
> We are careful to end early enough that we can begin our travel back
> before= dark. &nbsp;And, in the way things can change here, suddenly
>  the cars are = here and the soldiers are gone and we are picking our
> way up the hill and o= ut of Bethlehem. &nbsp;Back to Jerusalem,
> where I say goodbye to the others= and head around the corner to grab
>  a bus to Kalendia, which seems to be le= aving just as usual.
> &nbsp;Back to Kalendia, where soldiers walk above the = checkpoint
> but no one stops us from entering. &nbsp;Back to neta&#8217;s ho=
> use, to spend a quiet evening and a quiet day today, working on the
> trainin= g manual while Neta makes a hundred phone calls trying to
> decide whether to= reschedule our coordinator&#8217;s trainings, as
>  the roads are closed from= Nablus and Jenin. &nbsp;No one can get in
>  or out. &nbsp;We don&#8217;t kno= w if they will reopen by the
> weekend, or, if we postpone until next week, i= f something else
> won&#8217;t happen that will close them again. &nbsp;Today= everyone
>  is on strike, the shops are closed, the streets eerily quiet. &nb=
> sp;This is the Palestine I&#8217;m familiar with, the shuttered doors
> and w= indows, the silence. &nbsp;Everyone seems sad today, and
> tired, the very st= reets steeped in sorrow. &nbsp;It&#8217;s a
> strike, today, however, not a c= urfew&#8212;there is no fear of
> soldiers rounding a corner with guns ready = to fire, no tanks. Yet.
> &nbsp;The fear is deeper, more endemic. &nbsp;Somew= here someone is
> planning revenge. &nbsp;Someone is alive today who will soo= n be
> dead, because of this assassination. &nbsp;And after the revenge will
> = come the retaliation, the tanks, the demolitions, the closures.
> &nbsp;It fe= els like the calm before the storm.<BR>
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