Re: M. H. Benders true feelings about Asshole Will Dockery
[email protected] (The Doctor) Mon, 3 Aug 2026 14:40:46 -0000 (UTC)
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In article <[email protected]>, Bruce <[email protected]> wrote: >Will Dockery wrote: >> >> Bruce <[email protected]> posted: >>> >>> Benders suckered you into wearing clown shoes and a Zorro mask. >> >> Again > > > > >You fell for his set-up again, dimwit, even after he wanted >someone to shoot you?! > >GUFFAW! > >M.H. Benders wrote: > > > You write spam, Dockery. Spam. You write 200 posts a day without a > > single interesting thought in them. You think you have the right to > > flood countless groups with this Spam because...well,eh,...because..... > > because you like to call yourself a poet." -M.H. Benders > > > > "Dockery, everyone knows that you haven't published a single poem in > > your life except on your own website. Everyone knows no one will > > remember you for your 'poems'. The only thing people will remember > > you by is the irritating spamming behavior you expose online which > > gives Americans an even worse name than they already have. All spammers I > > have seen so far were all without a single exception Americans. Why > > do you think that is? I'll tell you why: because they get the idea > > spoonfed in their education that it's their godgiven right to pollute > > the world with their 'opinions' - bolstered under the flag of > > 'freedom of speech' without any sort of comprehension or reflection > > what 'freedom' or what 'speech' would be." -M.H. Benders > > > > "Continuously flashing your small weener in public will not make it > > grow, Dockery. You're just hungry for attention and there's only one > > reason why: you're an empty windbag whose only talent in life > > consists of irritating other people. A masochist who just keeps >coming back > > because he's addicted to getting hit. You're a sad old fuck, and I > > hope someone will shoot you soon. The world will be a better place if > > that happens." -M.H.Benders > Path: news.nk.ca!news.quux.org!eternal-september.org!feeder.eternal-september.org!.POSTED!not-for-mail From: AlleyCat <[email protected]> Newsgroups: alt.fan.rush-limbaugh,can.politics,alt.politics.trump,alt.politics.liberalism,alt.politics.democrats,alt.politics.usa.republican Subject: Rudy's Theater of Paranoia Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2025 20:16:46 -0500 Organization: AlleyCat Computing, Inc. Lines: 62 Message-ID: <[email protected]> References: <[email protected]> MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii" Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit Injection-Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2025 01:16:47 +0000 (UTC) Injection-Info: dont-email.me; posting-host="fe85aee383cb9eb827e2d7513cece296"; logging-data="2398010"; mail-complaints-to="[email protected]"; posting-account="U2FsdGVkX18lk4J9dueyF11dEHz1EJUrwZSowiTpov4=" User-Agent: MicroPlanet-Gravity/3.0.4 Cancel-Lock: sha1:VfEXx+c09vY0q/AQfK5AFOfWAoA= X-Face: /vD#B)1GOS?l*-<Tgu1{veuPB~UXh,)Dqm%ka`@Q_fDl0+3U0[YkZ\CUnh;jSxkyy18okxx|BD0h+JPHgw0D;:GBlu@|f%tEK,!cHWR??{ToaKG;4~3+-M):/3q4)r#E=vew7c=Gv+>Vxe[f~g)L2:T%r=V*Da@tYk83>E#Ubiuz4oFVl";z|1l<$)n5TT,U Xref: news.nk.ca alt.fan.rush-limbaugh:5853488 can.politics:1807936 alt.politics.trump:328669 alt.politics.liberalism:1596008 alt.politics.democrats:1406799 alt.politics.usa.republican:1132804 X-Antivirus: AVG (VPS 260518-6, 5/18/2026), Inbound message X-Antivirus-Status: Clean -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On Thu, 23 Oct 2025 11:05:20 -0700, Rudy Canoza says... * Inflammatory and violent rhetoric: "... the psycho squat-to-piss zero-achieving no-fight histrionical faggot narcissist!" "It is the name of the mental illness that afflicts pro-Trump people(sic)" "... you stupid fat draft-dodging no-fight squat-to-piss blowjob?" "He's going to be dead soon, anyway." "Fuck off and die, you cocksucking squat-to-piss do-nothing zero-achieving faggot." "... you stupid fuck..." ===== Narcissists often exhibit paranoid tendencies due to their underlying psychological dynamics. Here are some reasons why: Grandiosity and entitlement: Narcissists have an inflated sense of self- importance and entitlement. They expect special treatment and admiration from others. When they don't receive it, they may become suspicious and paranoid, thinking that others are plotting against them or trying to bring them down. Lack of empathy: Narcissists struggle to understand and relate to others' emotions and perspectives. This can lead to misinterpreting others' behavior and intentions, causing them to become paranoid about perceived threats or conspiracies. Fear of criticism and rejection: Narcissists are highly sensitive to criticism and rejection, which can trigger feelings of vulnerability and paranoia. They may become overly defensive and suspicious of others, perceiving them as critical or threatening. Insecure attachment: Narcissists often have insecure attachment styles, which can lead to difficulties in forming and maintaining healthy relationships. This insecurity can manifest as paranoia, as they may feel that others are trying to control or manipulate them. Cognitive distortions: Narcissists often exhibit cognitive distortions, such as black-and-white thinking, over-generalization, and CATASTROPHIZING. These distortions can contribute to paranoid thinking and a tendency to perceive threats where none exist. Defense mechanisms: Paranoia can serve as a defense mechanism for narcissists, allowing them to avoid feelings of vulnerability, shame, or guilt. By attributing their own flaws or shortcomings to others, they can maintain their grandiose self-image. Personality disorder traits: Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) often co- occurs with other personality disorders, such as borderline or paranoid personality disorder. These co-occurring disorders can contribute to paranoid tendencies. Keep in mind that not all narcissists exhibit paranoid behavior, and not all paranoid individuals are narcissists. However, the combination of narcissistic traits and paranoid tendencies can create a complex and challenging dynamic. --- Path: news.nk.ca!news.quux.org!eternal-september.org!feeder.eternal-september.org!.POSTED!not-for-mail From: AlleyCat <[email protected]> Newsgroups: alt.fan.rush-limbaugh,can.politics,alt.politics.trump,alt.politics.liberalism,alt.politics.democrats,alt.politics.usa.republican Subject: Rudy's Theater of Neuroticism Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2025 20:16:48 -0500 Organization: AlleyCat Computing, Inc. Lines: 150 Message-ID: <[email protected]> References: <[email protected]> MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii" Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit Injection-Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2025 01:16:49 +0000 (UTC) Injection-Info: dont-email.me; posting-host="fe85aee383cb9eb827e2d7513cece296"; logging-data="2398010"; mail-complaints-to="[email protected]"; posting-account="U2FsdGVkX1+6eV3MsG1qoqoiVJw//6stJ6heWEsyaZ4=" User-Agent: MicroPlanet-Gravity/3.0.4 Cancel-Lock: sha1:XAzIuW+x+TtotBklDwZd6cXoL/4= X-Face: /vD#B)1GOS?l*-<Tgu1{veuPB~UXh,)Dqm%ka`@Q_fDl0+3U0[YkZ\CUnh;jSxkyy18okxx|BD0h+JPHgw0D;:GBlu@|f%tEK,!cHWR??{ToaKG;4~3+-M):/3q4)r#E=vew7c=Gv+>Vxe[f~g)L2:T%r=V*Da@tYk83>E#Ubiuz4oFVl";z|1l<$)n5TT,U Xref: news.nk.ca alt.fan.rush-limbaugh:5853489 can.politics:1807937 alt.politics.trump:328670 alt.politics.liberalism:1596009 alt.politics.democrats:1406800 alt.politics.usa.republican:1132805 X-Antivirus: AVG (VPS 260518-6, 5/18/2026), Inbound message X-Antivirus-Status: Clean -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On Thu, 23 Oct 2025 11:05:20 -0700, Rudy Canoza says... * Inflammatory and violent rhetoric: "... the psycho squat-to-piss zero-achieving no-fight histrionical faggot narcissist!" "It is the name of the mental illness that afflicts pro-Trump people(sic)" "... you stupid fat draft-dodging no-fight squat-to-piss blowjob?" "He's going to be dead soon, anyway." "Fuck off and die, you cocksucking squat-to-piss do-nothing zero-achieving faggot." "... you stupid fuck..." ===== My neuroticism: (more below signature) Emotional instability: A tendency to experience negative emotions such as anxiety, anger, and sadness. Sensitivity to stress: A heightened sensitivity to stress and a tendency to react intensely to stressful situations. Rumination: A tendency to dwell on negative thoughts and emotions, often leading to a cycle of negative thinking. Self-doubt: A lack of confidence and a tendency to question one's own abilities and judgment. Individuals with high levels of neuroticism may experience: Mood swings Anxiety and worry Irritability Difficulty coping with stress Negative self-talk Self-blame Neuroticism is one of the Big Five personality traits, along with: Openness to experience Conscientiousness Extraversion Agreeableness Research suggests that neuroticism is associated with: Increased risk of mental health disorders, such as depression and anxiety disorders Poor coping mechanisms and stress management Strained relationships Decreased job satisfaction and performance ============================================================================ AlleyCat is one of the several people who dominate Rudy on a daily basis, keeping their bootheels on his little pencil neck to the amusement of all. Rudy's neuroses, also called psychoneurosis or plural psychoneuroses, mental disorder, causes a sense of distress and deficit in functioning. Rudy's neuroses are characterized by anxiety, depression, or other feelings of unhappiness or distress that are out of proportion to the circumstances of a Rudy's life. They may impair Rudy's functioning in virtually any area of his life, relationships, or external affairs, but they are not severe enough to incapacitate the person, hence his constant posting on Usenet. Psychiatrists first used the term neurosis in the mid-19th century to categorize Rudy's symptoms, thought to be neurological in origin; the prefix "psycho-" was added some decades later when it became clear that mental and emotional factors were important in the etiology of his disorders. An influential view held by the psychoanalytic tradition is that Rudy's neuroses arise from intrapsychic conflict (conflict between different drives, impulses, and motives held within various components of the mind). Central to psychoanalytic theory, which was founded by Austrian neurologist Sigmund Freud, is the postulated existence of an unconscious part of Rudy's mind which, among other functions, acts as a repository for repressed thoughts, feelings, and memories that are disturbing or otherwise unacceptable to the conscious mind. Rudy's repressed mental contents are typically homo-sexually or aggressive urges or painful memories of an emotional loss or an unsatisfied longing dating from childhood. Anxiety arises when Rudy's unacceptable and repressiveness drives threaten to enter consciousness; prompted by anxiety, the conscious part of the mind (the ego) tries to deflect the emergence into consciousness of the repressed mental contents through the use of defense mechanisms such as repression, denial, or reaction formation. Neurotic symptoms often begin when a previously impermeable defense mechanism breaks down and a forbidden drive or impulse threatens to enter consciousness. (like when AlleyCat kicks his ass) While the psychoanalytic theory has continued to be influential, another prominent view, associated with behavioral psychology, represents neurosis as a learned, inappropriate response to stress that can be unlearned. A third view, stemming from cognitive theory, emphasizes the way in which maladaptive thinking-such as the fear of possible punishment-promotes an inaccurate perception of the self and surrounding events. Types Obsessive-compulsive disorders are characterized by the irresistible entry of unwanted ideas, thoughts, or feelings into consciousness or by the need to repeatedly perform ritualistic actions that the sufferer perceives as unnecessary or unwarranted. Obsessive ideas may include recurrent violent or obscene thoughts; compulsive behaviour includes rituals such as repetitive hand washing or door locking. The drug clomipramine has proved effective in treating many patients with obsessive-compulsive disorders. Somatoform disorders, which include the so-called hysterical, or conversion, neuroses, manifest themselves in physical symptoms, such as blindness, paralysis, or deafness that are not caused by organic disease. Hysteria was among the earliest syndromes to be understood and treated by psychoanalysts, who believe that such symptoms result from fixations or arrested stages in an individual's early psycho-sexual development. In anxiety disorders, anxiety is the principal feature, manifesting itself either in relatively short, acute anxiety attacks or in a chronic sense of nameless dread. Persons undergoing anxiety attacks may suffer from digestive upsets, excessive perspiration, headaches, heart palpitations, restlessness, insomnia, disturbances in appetite, and impaired concentration. Phobia, a type of anxiety disorder, is represented by inappropriate fears that are triggered by specific situations or objects. Some common objects of phobias are open or closed spaces, fire, high places, dirt, and bacteria. Depression, when neither excessively severe nor prolonged, is regarded as a neurosis. A depressed person feels sad, hopeless, and pessimistic and may be listless, easily fatigued, slow in thought and action, and have a reduced appetite and difficulty in sleeping. Post-traumatic stress disorder is a syndrome appearing in people who have endured some highly traumatic event, such as a natural disaster, torture, or incarceration in a concentration camp. The symptoms include nightmares, a diffuse anxiety, and guilt over having survived when others perished. Depersonalization disorder consists of the experiencing of the world or oneself as strange, altered, unreal, or mechanical in quality. --- Path: news.nk.ca!news.quux.org!eternal-september.org!feeder.eternal-september.org!.POSTED!not-for-mail From: AlleyCat <[email protected]> Newsgroups: alt.fan.rush-limbaugh,can.politics,alt.politics.trump,alt.politics.liberalism,alt.politics.democrats,alt.politics.usa.republican Subject: Rudy's Culture of Performative Childishness Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2025 20:16:51 -0500 Organization: AlleyCat Computing, Inc. Lines: 202 Message-ID: <[email protected]> References: <[email protected]> MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii" Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit Injection-Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2025 01:16:52 +0000 (UTC) Injection-Info: dont-email.me; posting-host="fe85aee383cb9eb827e2d7513cece296"; logging-data="2398010"; mail-complaints-to="[email protected]"; posting-account="U2FsdGVkX1+UYVLO617J2/6B9jrEBL9KAxoodTQiPqc=" User-Agent: MicroPlanet-Gravity/3.0.4 Cancel-Lock: sha1:cq7gemh3pH8mWAm/rOn//dv3iro= X-Face: /vD#B)1GOS?l*-<Tgu1{veuPB~UXh,)Dqm%ka`@Q_fDl0+3U0[YkZ\CUnh;jSxkyy18okxx|BD0h+JPHgw0D;:GBlu@|f%tEK,!cHWR??{ToaKG;4~3+-M):/3q4)r#E=vew7c=Gv+>Vxe[f~g)L2:T%r=V*Da@tYk83>E#Ubiuz4oFVl";z|1l<$)n5TT,U Xref: news.nk.ca alt.fan.rush-limbaugh:5853490 can.politics:1807938 alt.politics.trump:328671 alt.politics.liberalism:1596010 alt.politics.democrats:1406801 alt.politics.usa.republican:1132806 X-Antivirus: AVG (VPS 260518-6, 5/18/2026), Inbound message X-Antivirus-Status: Clean -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On Thu, 23 Oct 2025 11:05:20 -0700, Rudy Canoza says... * Inflammatory and violent rhetoric: "... the psycho squat-to-piss zero-achieving no-fight histrionical faggot narcissist!" "It is the name of the mental illness that afflicts pro-Trump people(sic)" "... you stupid fat draft-dodging no-fight squat-to-piss blowjob?" "He's going to be dead soon, anyway." "Fuck off and die, you cocksucking squat-to-piss do-nothing zero-achieving faggot." "... you stupid fuck..." ============================================================================ AlleyCat is one of the several people who dominate Rudy on a daily basis, keeping their bootheels on his little pencil neck to the amusement of all. Why Rudy Is Rudy There are many similarities between the way Rudy the narcissist thinks and processes things and the way children do. In fact, in many ways, these processes are virtually identical. This is because Rudy the narcissist has arrested emotional development. The emotional maturation that most children go through did not occur within Rudy, for whatever reason. Often, this reason is abuse or neglect during childhood. These things caused Rudy to focus intensely on himself, to the exclusion of all other things. It also results in the mind being taken up with trying to defend itself from his abuse. Rudy's mind is, in a sense, always playing catch up, and because of the trauma that he has experienced, some things are skipped, so to speak, or don't happen. (see Rudy's separation from reality) His mind becomes locked in a pattern of defensive reaction and emotional perception, made up of many different but related facets, that matures extremely slowly and is extrordinarily resistant to change. We call this reaction/defense pattern malignant narcissism. In children, these things are normal. In Rudy, they are evidence of a disorder. Young children and babies are not capable of understanding the emotions or needs of others. They only know want and need. They have no way of taking care of their own needs, and they can only scream for someone to do it for them. When Rudy's mother was exhausted and deathly ill with a fever and vomiting, and she'd been up for three days, and she simply could not cope anymore, does Rudy sympathize accordingly? Does Rudy stop crying? No. Rudy does not recognize this. Rudy does not care. Rudy can NOT care. He can only keep screaming out his needs, regardless of his mother's suffering. This is, in essence, what you are dealing with when it comes to Rudy the narcissist. He does not recognize, understand or consider other people's needs. He sees only his own, and his inability to meet them. The more damaged Rudy is, the more narcissistic he will be, the more immature he will be and the more childish his way of thinking. And this is not childish as in, silly. This is immature as in, the emotional maturity and understanding of a toddler. For example, besides the hysterical tantrum behavior we see in Rudy that is very clearly on par with a very young child's, Rudy the narcissist generally believes he is immune to the things that happen to "regular" people. This is an example of something called magical thinking which is a phenomenon we commonly see in very young children. Rudy sees feelings as facts, the way that children do. Rudy the narcissist sees everything in the world as an extension of himself, the way that children do and Rudy the narcissist truly believes in his own perceived omnipresence and immortality as children do. He has always been, he will always be. So children believe... so Rudy the narcissist believes. The view that he is just another person that must fit into a wider world does not occur to young children. How could it? Rather, Rudy functions under the assumption that the world fits around HIM, and that everything he experiences or encounters is related to him in some form. This is the same way Rudy see things. He has never matured past this extremely immature way of looking at things. The idea that the world does not revolve around them never occurs to children, as it does not occur to Rudy. For example, children view their parents as only having to do with them and connected only to them, rather than as separate people with their own lives, needs, wants, feelings, etc. Parents are very one dimensional to young children; despite the fact that children are only one part of the parent's life, the child does not see this nor understand it in any way. To a child, parents only exist as their caretakers. It is the only context children view parents in and the only context they can understand. This is identical to how Rudy the narcissist views all other people: outside of the narcissist and the narcissist's needs, these people do not exist. As children mature, they learn that this viewpoint is not true; they learn to see and appreciate their parents as individuals that are separate from themselves. Rudy does not. The development of Rudy is so arrested that this, coupled with such extreme self-focus means he is never able to separate himself as an authentic individual from the external world. Because of this, Rudy often feels acted upon by the world and other people or circumstances, rather than as people who act in the world. In Rudy's view, he does not act, but rather react to the things that are being done to him. It's as if he never outgrew the idea of himself as a powerless child, unable to take control or ownership of his own life. He behaves as though other people are still responsible for his emotions, the way that parents are responsible for a small child. He seems unable to own his choices or even to recognize that things are choices. And this is also like a child. Rudy the narcissist is generally impulsive, irrational and extremely immature. He is careless, irresponsible and foolhardy. He doesn't seem able to consider consequences or think about things before he does them, just like a child. When pressed for an answer as to why he's done something, Rudy may seem just as mystified as everyone else. "I don't know" is a very common answer. It may be the truth. He seems to possess very little insight as to why he does things, simply reacting on impulse as we see children do. Like a child, Rudy often feels helpless in a world of more powerful, more competent, more knowledgeable adults. However, this is also an excuse. It's easier to be a helpless victim. If you are a victim, you can never be blamed. If you are helpless, you can never be forced to take responsibility. Children are not blamed for not controlling themselves or for their choices. Rudy doesn't seem to feel he should be either. He doesn't seem to understand the difference between a child and an adult, and he will often say things to that effect. These are mostly things that no self-respecting mature adult would ever say. *FAGGOT!* He may compare himself to a child, compete with the children, or complain that his spouse (LOL) holds "double standards" because the kids are allowed to get away with things that they are called out for. Rudy doesn't seem to realize that adults and children are held to different standards, or why this should be. For example, the narcissist must be asked repeatedly every single night to bring their plate into the kitchen, or throw their clothing in the hamper rather than leaving these things on the ground. Instead of simply doing it, the narcissist responds that little Johnny never does it either but he doesn't get yelled at. Little Johnny is seven. The narcissist is 40 and is one of Little Johnny's parents. The discrepancy here is obvious; this is the type of response you would receive from a child that does not want to do his chores, not an adult. To the narcissist, this is a clear example of favoritism and being attacked for who they are. It does not seem to enter Rudy's mind that there is a very large difference between a 7-year-old and a 40-year-old. Regardless of whether or not he actually feels this way, the childishness and absurdity of his argument is really unbelievable-almost shocking in it's ignorance. There is not only the complete refusal to behave as an adult, there is an inability to even understand why this would be expected. The truth is, underneath of all of the horrible things Rudy does, the narcissist is still that 5-year-old child pretending he is somebody else to escape an abusive situation that ended years ago. When all of Rudy's reasoning is examined, when all of Rudy's behavior is scrutinized and looked at through the lens of perspective rather than pain, this is what we are left with: a person with the emotional maturity of a toddler who cannot understand why they are expected to behave otherwise and who is trying desperately to pretend they are somebody else. All of Rudy's attention seeking, all of Rudy's manipulations, all of Rudy's gas lighting, all of Rudy's smear campaigns, all of Rudy's abuse, all of the hurtful things he does, when seen for what they really are, these things are nothing but childish behaviors that have been perpetrated by an adult. Every single one of these things is seen in children. Gas-lighting is a 3 year old with chocolate all over his face who is hiding the chocolate bar behind his back in plain view, saying "What chocolate, Mommy? I don't have chocolate." Smear campaigns are a 6-year-old telling lies about a girl to all that girl's friends so they won't like her anymore. Though these behaviors are sometimes seen as sophisticated schemes, they really aren't. They are the same childish and petty things we all dealt with on the elementary school playground. They are just more confusing and therefore more dangerous because they are coming from an adult. -- Member - Liberal International This is [email protected] Ici [email protected] Yahweh, King & country!Never Satan President Republic!Beware AntiChrist rising! Look at Psalms 14 and 53 on Atheism ; 31 years in the ISP business!