Re: so down over have a miscarriage

marika <[email protected]> wrote:
> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>>> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>>>> 
>>>> I Remember when my relatives would visit and sit under the shade in breezy
>>>> lawn chairs while my parents mowed and weeded and hacked?
>>>> Physical work is nice, some help is nicer.
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>>> I feel guilty for wearing socks
>>> 
>>> Had i gone out my ordinary time,,,without putting them on, the hawk
>>> wouldn’t have got to mynhen
>>> 
>> 
>> I remember when the older hen who we called Terrorist was all alone for 4
>> months, every day locked in the pen because Ma refused to let her out until
>> the fence was built. She became fairly unpleasant during that time. Bored,
>> lonely, brain damage...  I’m not sure which, but she became kind of weird
>> and not fun to be around anymore.
>> Then when we got the two baby hens, she became even more intolerable and
>> pushy.
>> 
>> I wish I had thought to put dog silhouette decoys in the yard. They deter
>> birds of prey. I see them on the way to work, in fields where farmers have
>> lambs and chickens and duck,  I wish I had thought to get some. I feel
>> really guilty for not thinking of it.
>> 
>> 
>> 
> 
> My sister did ask my mother permission to take her phlox and ma would never
> deny her
> 
> Wiki
> 
> The caterpillars of various swallowtail butterfly species feed on a wide
> range of different plants, most depending on only one of five families:
> Aristolochiaceae, Annonaceae, Lauraceae, Umbelliferae (Apiaceae) and
> Rutaceae. By eating some of these toxic plants, the caterpillars sequester
> aristolochic acid which renders both the caterpillars and the butterflies
> of some of these as toxic, thus protecting them from predators.[16]
> Similarly, the Parnassius smintheus sequesters sarmentosin from its host
> plant Sedum lanceolatum for protection from predators.[17] Swallowtail
> tribes Zerynthiini (Parnassiinae), Luehdorfiini (Parnassiinae) and Troidini
> (Papilioninae), almost exclusively use the family Aristolochiaceae as their
> host plants.
> 
> For example, the eastern black swallowtail's main host plant in the wild is
> Queen Anne's lace, but they also eat garden plants in the carrot family,
> including carrots, parsley, dill, and fennel.[18]
> 
> Adult swallowtails sip nectar, but also mud and sometimes manure
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peony

the weirdest thing was the feel of the petals

i don't have an adjective for it
thick and plasticy