Re: want to die

On Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 3:32:45 PM UTC-5, hopetodie wrote:
> On Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 5:00:30 AM UTC-4, DetachedDreamer97 wrote:=20
> > On Sunday, May 2, 2021 at 3:15:12 PM UTC-5, hopetodie wrote:=20
> > > On Saturday, May 1, 2021 at 3:00:22 PM UTC-4, [email protected] wro=
te:=20
> > > > On Tuesday, April 27, 2021 at 2:41:45 PM UTC-4, hopetodie wrote:=20
> > > > > how can I make my heart stop so I can die I need to end my life=
=20
> > > > I don't really have an answer. I know there are certain drugs that =
will cause cardiac arrest fairly quickly. I do know that hanging is slow. W=
hen I was 19, I was hanged for almost four minutes. Lost consciousness fair=
ly quickly, in about ten seconds, and when I was cut down, I was so close t=
o neurological damage, and they had a rough time reviving me. My head would=
 have died had I been left hanged for another minute, and it would have tak=
en 15- to as long as 30-minutes for my heart to stop.=20
> > I know of a way. Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. Of course, you have =
to do it right in order to make it relatively peaceful. This is especially =
the case with the latter.
> whats Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. how do i get it so i can end my l=
ife do you have more info

They=E2=80=99re two of the poisonous plant species with toxins known to sto=
p the heart. Cerberin however is more powerful, but it=E2=80=99s not pleasa=
nt. You need to take it with something to minimize, if not eliminate the GI=
 symptoms, which that would be scopolamine. If course, you need that for bo=
th, but when it comes to cardiac glycosides, those symptoms are most likely=
 vagal.

For yews, you could probably get by with just making a smoothie, but for be=
st results, it=E2=80=99s best to consume it as an alcoholic extract. Which =
with that, you need to get rid of the volatile oils and ephedrine; they imp=
ede the taxine. All compounds are soluble in alcohol, but where it differs =
is that taxine doesn=E2=80=99t dissolve in water, but ephedrine does, espec=
ially when it=E2=80=99s at a simmering temperature, oils are water insolubl=
e, but they are volatile and may be removed with the water simmering. That =
said, I=E2=80=99d say petroleum either/heptane would also be efficient. Sco=
polamine is also the only antiemetic to work with the poison. Alternatively=
, you could use datura inoxia seeds as they contain scopolamine. 10-20 seed=
s is optimal.

One more thing before I leave you with those links, to ensure success, you =
need to go overkill. While they say for yews is 50-100 grams, do at least 2=
 grams/kg. And make sure to take at least 2-3 seeds for cerbeea odollam des=
pite it saying the lethal dose is one seed.
Yew: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taxus_baccata
Cerbera Odollam: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cerbera_odollam

As for where they=E2=80=99re found; taxine can be found in graveyards, park=
s, the wild, or online if no shrub is available.
Cerbera odollam is on eBay.