Re: want to die

On Monday, June 14, 2021 at 2:11:38 PM UTC-4, DetachedDreamer97 wrote:
> On Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 3:32:45 PM UTC-5, hopetodie wrote:=20
> > On Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 5:00:30 AM UTC-4, DetachedDreamer97 wrote:=
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> > > On Sunday, May 2, 2021 at 3:15:12 PM UTC-5, hopetodie wrote:=20
> > > > On Saturday, May 1, 2021 at 3:00:22 PM UTC-4, [email protected] w=
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> > > > > On Tuesday, April 27, 2021 at 2:41:45 PM UTC-4, hopetodie wrote:=
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> > > > > > how can I make my heart stop so I can die I need to end my life=
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> > > > > I don't really have an answer. I know there are certain drugs tha=
t will cause cardiac arrest fairly quickly. I do know that hanging is slow.=
 When I was 19, I was hanged for almost four minutes. Lost consciousness fa=
irly quickly, in about ten seconds, and when I was cut down, I was so close=
 to neurological damage, and they had a rough time reviving me. My head wou=
ld have died had I been left hanged for another minute, and it would have t=
aken 15- to as long as 30-minutes for my heart to stop.=20
> > > I know of a way. Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. Of course, you hav=
e to do it right in order to make it relatively peaceful. This is especiall=
y the case with the latter.=20
> > whats Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. how do i get it so i can end my=
 life do you have more info
> They=E2=80=99re two of the poisonous plant species with toxins known to s=
top the heart. Cerberin however is more powerful, but it=E2=80=99s not plea=
sant. You need to take it with something to minimize, if not eliminate the =
GI symptoms, which that would be scopolamine. If course, you need that for =
both, but when it comes to cardiac glycosides, those symptoms are most like=
ly vagal.=20
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> For yews, you could probably get by with just making a smoothie, but for =
best results, it=E2=80=99s best to consume it as an alcoholic extract. Whic=
h with that, you need to get rid of the volatile oils and ephedrine; they i=
mpede the taxine. All compounds are soluble in alcohol, but where it differ=
s is that taxine doesn=E2=80=99t dissolve in water, but ephedrine does, esp=
ecially when it=E2=80=99s at a simmering temperature, oils are water insolu=
ble, but they are volatile and may be removed with the water simmering. Tha=
t said, I=E2=80=99d say petroleum either/heptane would also be efficient. S=
copolamine is also the only antiemetic to work with the poison. Alternative=
ly, you could use datura inoxia seeds as they contain scopolamine. 10-20 se=
eds is optimal.=20
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> One more thing before I leave you with those links, to ensure success, yo=
u need to go overkill. While they say for yews is 50-100 grams, do at least=
 2 grams/kg. And make sure to take at least 2-3 seeds for cerbeea odollam d=
espite it saying the lethal dose is one seed.=20
> Yew: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taxus_baccata=20
> Cerbera Odollam: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cerbera_odollam=20
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> As for where they=E2=80=99re found; taxine can be found in graveyards, pa=
rks, the wild, or online if no shrub is available.=20
> Cerbera odollam is on eBay.
hoping I can fiend  some  to I can take it  and  end my  life I ned  to die=
 sick of living  need to end  it