One last (ever) global new age onset mystic activation sequence

Early on the morning of April 9 my latest mystic attempt
failed, probably for the 2000th time, and, frustrated, I said
“Fuck you, Goddess, and you can find another fool”.

(I define Goddess as the ruler of the region all/everything.)

Then I took the night of April 9 off (and did my tax return).

Then this evening (April 10) I divined that Goddess is unable
to find another qualified fool at such short notice. :-)

So I apologized to Goddess andbegan one last (ever)
mystic attempt at 9:52 p.m. NDT, two days before the exact
time of the Paschal full moon, as I describe in more detail
on the “Waxing Clamshell Moon attempt, yet again”
thread on alt.religion.druid .

As I note on there, the 52 reminds me of this snippet of mine:

"a pack of cards
the joker missing
seven of hearts
prepare to ring"

-- 
https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)
"This could be the final breath; This is life and death;
This is hard rock and water; Out here between wind and flame;
Between tears and elation; Lies a secret nation" (Ron Hynes)