Re: so down over have a miscarriage

marika <[email protected]> wrote:
> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>>> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>>>> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>>>>> marika <[email protected]> wrote:
>>>>>> 
>>>>>> I Remember when my relatives would visit and sit under the shade in breezy
>>>>>> lawn chairs while my parents mowed and weeded and hacked?
>>>>>> Physical work is nice, some help is nicer.
>>>>>> 
>>>>>> 
>>>>>> 
>>>>> 
>>>>> 
>>>>> I feel guilty for wearing socks
>>>>> 
>>>>> Had i gone out my ordinary time,,,without putting them on, the hawk
>>>>> wouldn’t have got to mynhen
>>>>> 
>>>> 
>>>> I remember when the older hen who we called Terrorist was all alone for 4
>>>> months, every day locked in the pen because Ma refused to let her out until
>>>> the fence was built. She became fairly unpleasant during that time. Bored,
>>>> lonely, brain damage...  I’m not sure which, but she became kind of weird
>>>> and not fun to be around anymore.
>>>> Then when we got the two baby hens, she became even more intolerable and
>>>> pushy.
>>>> 
>>>> I wish I had thought to put dog silhouette decoys in the yard. They deter
>>>> birds of prey. I see them on the way to work, in fields where farmers have
>>>> lambs and chickens and duck,  I wish I had thought to get some. I feel
>>>> really guilty for not thinking of it.
>>>> 
>>>> 
>>>> 
>>> 
>>> My sister did ask my mother permission to take her phlox and ma would never
>>> deny her
>>> 
>>> Wiki
>>> 
>>> The caterpillars of various swallowtail butterfly species feed on a wide
>>> range of different plants, most depending on only one of five families:
>>> Aristolochiaceae, Annonaceae, Lauraceae, Umbelliferae (Apiaceae) and
>>> Rutaceae. By eating some of these toxic plants, the caterpillars sequester
>>> aristolochic acid which renders both the caterpillars and the butterflies
>>> of some of these as toxic, thus protecting them from predators.[16]
>>> Similarly, the Parnassius smintheus sequesters sarmentosin from its host
>>> plant Sedum lanceolatum for protection from predators.[17] Swallowtail
>>> tribes Zerynthiini (Parnassiinae), Luehdorfiini (Parnassiinae) and Troidini
>>> (Papilioninae), almost exclusively use the family Aristolochiaceae as their
>>> host plants.
>>> 
>>> For example, the eastern black swallowtail's main host plant in the wild is
>>> Queen Anne's lace, but they also eat garden plants in the carrot family,
>>> including carrots, parsley, dill, and fennel.[18]
>>> 
>>> Adult swallowtails sip nectar, but also mud and sometimes manure
>>> 
>>> 
>>> 
>>> 
>> 
>> peony
>> 
>> the weirdest thing was the feel of the petals
>> 
>> i don't have an adjective for it
>> thick and plasticy
>> 
>> 
>> 
> 
> My neighbor is awful
> 
> She is having contract work done
> 
> Even all their tools and supplies are in my driveway. 
> Which honestly I don’t mind but SHE COULD HAVE TOLD ME.
> 
> Here they are attaching boards from my side.
> Where they’re standing is exactly where she keeps flooding my garden (where
> the planter pots are on the ground)
> her white sump pipes in the left bottom corner, on the ground on opposite
> side of the fence? Discharges water to my side all day and night. 
> 
> 

And the height of the fence is like a section from trumps border wall.
Looks like she hates me, too.